Several months back, my boyfriend and I got into an argument (it was so long ago, I couldn’t tell you what the disagreement was about). At some point, he said something along the lines of “You need to go back to being at Church and dance all the time. You were happier then.” I’m fairly… Continue reading Was I happier in Church?

I’ve delt with mental illness issues the majority of my life. It’s something that I think I’ve always been aware of, but I never received official diagnoses until I was in my teen years (when they were at its worst). I’ve had various amounts of anxiety, depression, suicidal ideations, depersonalization/dissociation. In my current stage in… Continue reading Bad Mental Health Advice I Received From The Church

Is everyone welcome to attend?What do you believe a women’s role is in the church and family?Do you allow members of the LGBTQ+ community to serve?Does your church host LGBTQ+ weddings?How many genders are there?What is the difference between gender and sex? Are they the same, why or why not?Do you have any gender non-conforming… Continue reading Questions I have for Evengelical Pastors

Every year when my birthday rolls around, I feel a little lost. I suppose it’s exciting but at the same time, I wonder how in the world I made it another year. As someone who has always shitty mental health, I never thought I'd make it past the age of 17. I turn 23 this… Continue reading Heres to 23

I think we can all agree that 2020 was a terrible year. I figured why not make a list of just a few things I learned? Now these are in no particular order, some are pre-pandemic life, time being unemployed, or just a few weeks ago. Making coldbrew coffee is a fun hobby to do… Continue reading 20 Things I learned in 2020

If you've been reading my blog for years and years, you've probably noticed a shift in the wordage that I use in blogs revolving around God. As I've gotten older, my beliefs have evolved (as they should). I've been hesitant to share posts about the questions that I've been asking. I know that this audience… Continue reading Oh god, I need to show some grace

I'm a tad late on this train but here I am. I haven't been blogging much lately as I've been struggling to get all of my thoughts together. I've had the privilege to witness some BLM protests and these are some questions that I have for those openly stating the phrase, "All lives matter" but seemingly… Continue reading Do All Lives Matter? 10 Questions for Republicans

I am the first to say that I haven't been perfect in wearing mask or practicing distancing. When I was unemployed because of COVID-19. I wasn't going to parties, but did I always wear a mask when going to the grocery store? Its embarrassing to admit that I did not. At the end of May,… Continue reading Why wear a Mask?

I am at the age that the majority of the peers I had growing up are experiencing life-changing events. They are graduating from college, getting married, and having babies of their own. This is CRAZY to me because I am only in my early 20s but in conservative evangelicalism, this is what they are doing.… Continue reading I’m Not A Mother (right now), and That’s Okay

It's fair to say that I am ready for things to go back to what used to be my normal. I do well with change, in fact, I love it. Without the Corona Virus happening, I don't think I ever would've realized the small pleasures in life that I take for granted. Good talks with… Continue reading Things I took for granted before COVID-19