The other day, I wrote the post titled Constant Anxiety of Going to Hell and to my surprise, I received a positive response. With everything going on in the world with the Coronavirus, I thought that I'd discuss anxiety around the rapture.  When I was preparing for the last post, I asked a few young people… Continue reading Childhood Anxiety of being Left Behind

I was raised in religious communities. My Mom brought me up to be sorta Jewish and sorta Christian. The congregation that I grew up in, had three-hour-long services every Friday night, and that is exactly where I was at the end of the week. One hour of chanting liturgy, one hour of dancing, and an… Continue reading Constant Anxiety of Going to Hell

It's been a hot minute since I've written about modesty. This is a topic that has gotten me fired up for quite some time. I have sat through dozens of these lectures and through the years I've gone from seeing my body in a negative light to a positive one. Heres two semi unrelated questions… Continue reading 2 Thoughts About Christan Modesty I’ve Never Understood. Plus, Cringy Video

My current fella and I are different in MANY ways. I always want to go out, and he wants to stay in. My glass is half full, and his half-empty. He is a fantastic cook, and I tend to mess up the easiest of recipes. Despite our differences, I am a lucky lady. I found… Continue reading The First Time I Spent The Entire Night With My (Current) Partner

I've had too much time on my hands lately. Modeling has slowed down again, I'm not getting many hours at the coffee shop, and I don't have too many blogging ideas. I need a hobby, another job, or something to occupy my mind. I have been spending too many hours on social media. In the… Continue reading Planned Parenthood Does So Much More

Vegan, model, barista, and blogger. These are the areas that I define myself. Through all of my endeavors, I want to be light to others. I spend more energy pursuing certain aspects of my life than others. In my last post, I shared about veganism. Today, I'm going to share about modeling. Some take a… Continue reading I Don’t Pray That I Will Book Jobs

I used to write about mental health all of the time. While covering different takes on anxiety, bullying, depression, suicide prevention, and hope for the broken I got my start as a writer. I was approached by one of the editors of The Hopeline after they read a blog post that I wrote, and Lama-Leah… Continue reading Three Changes That Have Improved My Mental Health

2012-2013 were the worst years of my life so far. I was a freshman in high school. Two of my best friends turned there back on me out of the blue and tormented me. A few of my other peers hated me for reasons I will never know. The school didn't take my complaints about… Continue reading Not Being “Pure” Triggered My Mental Health To Spiral

Dear dog, Thank you for teaching me how to be loyal. I remember the exact day that I got you, February 24, 2008 on a cold and rainy day you became a part of the family. I looked at dozens of dogs that day and you stuck out to me the most. I was barely… Continue reading Dear Dog, You Taught Me How To Be Loyal

Shana Tova! It's been awhile since I've written a JewISH themed post. Rosh Hashanah is one of my favorite holidays. Although I didn't make it to the temple, I made sure to celebrate it. To ring in the year party with loved ones, vegan Kugel (my boyfriend cant remember what it's called refers to it… Continue reading JewISH New Year Thoughts